Monday, January 7, 2008

communicating about babies

ok, so it turns out my husband was not angry that i watched the new show without him. when will i learn that i need to communicate better? i have stated previously that i am a person that keeps everything in until it boils over and i can't control it anymore. which as we all know is not the right thing to do. it is always on my list of things to change about myself. i think i have gotten better about it and i may not wait all the time to communicate my problems but it is still an issue. anyway, i called him on saturday and asked him if he was done pouting yet. he said he wasn't pouting and he didn't care if i watched the show without him. oops. sorry. so we are once again friendly toward each other.

in other news, i am very addicted to friday night lights. if you are looking for a new show to watch i suggest this one. it has drama, romance, excitement and cute boys. what more could you ask for? also, last week mark and i went to a movie. this has not happened in the last 6 months so we were very excited. we saw juno. i loved it! the dialog was so quick and hilarious. i might have to buy it when it comes out. i was off last week and wanted to get lots accomplished but that didn't really happen. we did see the movie and i got to spend time with my kids and husband but i really didn't want to get up this morning and come to work. i have been sleeping until 8 or 8:30 for the past week so to get up at 6:45 was a struggle. and now that i'm here i really didn't miss work. yes i like some of the people i work with but the work is hard and and i try i really do but when i see the numbers it makes me want to puke. and i don't puke.

oh another thing that happened last week, my husband kept hinting around about a baby. i know! can you believe it? he's asking me what i think then he asked michael if he wanted a sibling. lil wasn't home otherwise i'm sure he would've asked her too. i love babies and being pregnant but i don't know if we could afford another baby. we have 2 children, a dog, a cat, a car payment, a mortgage and we want to join a health club. i don't know where i would fit another baby. plus i really wouldn't want to come to work if i had another one and michael is only 2 for me that is too soon to have a baby around. i waited 5 years to have a second child why would i only wait 2 to have a third. i think he is all talk and if it came down to it he would say no to haveing more children but with this crazy talk i don't know what to think. i guess i will have to communicate with him on this subject.

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